7 months into year 2009

Its end of July....

Moment of anxiety washed over me last couple of days. Can never seem to catch up with speed of time. Year 2008 was not a fantastic year. Part of Yr 2009 resolution was to ensure i achieve most, if not part of my goals.

I have yet to break free. Free from my tangled thoughts. Should I or should I not? When is a good time? How do I do it? What is best for me?

Last couple of months were filled with outings with friends and my decision to put in more efforts at charity work.

I have not laughed as much as I had over the last 4-5 yrs. I begun to see friends and relations differently.

There is always a right time and place for everything. Mine is just not here yet.

For now, its back to work, charity, courses, gym, baking classes, dancing and having fun out of doing everything i wanna do.

Bless me my god. For I have sinned. I have repented.

B- Day