Second half of 14th July

Was forced to purchase a inner wear this afternoon, had on the wrong one. Got 'cheated' by the salesgal to purchase 3.

Ailin was laughing at the whole episode after i told her. Will be giving her one since we fit the same size.

Had a pedi today... my toenails have been screaming for some attention for few mths. Its covered in cheery redish pink.. I like it.

Dinner and chat with Ailin was good. Helped to ease off some of the tension in me.

Am feeling the strain at work and getting myself composed for the next couple of mths. Too many things to do, too little time.

Learn till we grow old. I want to. And i hope to. There are still a 101 things i have yet to do. It may not be possible to complete all, but you will end up near your mark somehow.

Conclusion for today. She has agreed to go with me for pole dancing. I have decided to sign up for my fashion course this week.

I like the fact that I am doing what I want to do. Sometimes, you dont have to think so much. Just do it.

I have always lived by this motto. For now, it remains.

End of 14th July A- Day

7 months into year 2009

Its end of July....

Moment of anxiety washed over me last couple of days. Can never seem to catch up with speed of time. Year 2008 was not a fantastic year. Part of Yr 2009 resolution was to ensure i achieve most, if not part of my goals.

I have yet to break free. Free from my tangled thoughts. Should I or should I not? When is a good time? How do I do it? What is best for me?

Last couple of months were filled with outings with friends and my decision to put in more efforts at charity work.

I have not laughed as much as I had over the last 4-5 yrs. I begun to see friends and relations differently.

There is always a right time and place for everything. Mine is just not here yet.

For now, its back to work, charity, courses, gym, baking classes, dancing and having fun out of doing everything i wanna do.

Bless me my god. For I have sinned. I have repented.

B- Day