Grandma is so cute. So modern even though she is 80 odd years old. Born in year of sheep, we are compatible great friends. I love her dearly. I was taken care of by her. I like the fact, that i have someone so dear to me.
She is thrifty, so much so that her frozen food is kept for 6 whole months! I got a shock, and wanted to throw away the food for her.
She doesnt use oyster sauce because it is expensive. It hurts my heart when i cant give her more money or a better living condition because i have my own needs to see to. I am not a fillial granddaughter.
Everytime i think of how worried she is for me, i wished i can do better.
She gave me an ang bao which worths more than her 3 weeks of groceries. I didnt use it, because i will give her allowance in return.
Please wait for me to start my own family, and see your great grand children Grandma. Love ya.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Second half of 14th July
Was forced to purchase a inner wear this afternoon, had on the wrong one. Got 'cheated' by the salesgal to purchase 3.
Ailin was laughing at the whole episode after i told her. Will be giving her one since we fit the same size.
Had a pedi today... my toenails have been screaming for some attention for few mths. Its covered in cheery redish pink.. I like it.
Dinner and chat with Ailin was good. Helped to ease off some of the tension in me.
Am feeling the strain at work and getting myself composed for the next couple of mths. Too many things to do, too little time.
Learn till we grow old. I want to. And i hope to. There are still a 101 things i have yet to do. It may not be possible to complete all, but you will end up near your mark somehow.
Conclusion for today. She has agreed to go with me for pole dancing. I have decided to sign up for my fashion course this week.
I like the fact that I am doing what I want to do. Sometimes, you dont have to think so much. Just do it.
I have always lived by this motto. For now, it remains.
End of 14th July A- Day
Ailin was laughing at the whole episode after i told her. Will be giving her one since we fit the same size.
Had a pedi today... my toenails have been screaming for some attention for few mths. Its covered in cheery redish pink.. I like it.
Dinner and chat with Ailin was good. Helped to ease off some of the tension in me.
Am feeling the strain at work and getting myself composed for the next couple of mths. Too many things to do, too little time.
Learn till we grow old. I want to. And i hope to. There are still a 101 things i have yet to do. It may not be possible to complete all, but you will end up near your mark somehow.
Conclusion for today. She has agreed to go with me for pole dancing. I have decided to sign up for my fashion course this week.
I like the fact that I am doing what I want to do. Sometimes, you dont have to think so much. Just do it.
I have always lived by this motto. For now, it remains.
End of 14th July A- Day
7 months into year 2009
Its end of July....
Moment of anxiety washed over me last couple of days. Can never seem to catch up with speed of time. Year 2008 was not a fantastic year. Part of Yr 2009 resolution was to ensure i achieve most, if not part of my goals.
I have yet to break free. Free from my tangled thoughts. Should I or should I not? When is a good time? How do I do it? What is best for me?
Last couple of months were filled with outings with friends and my decision to put in more efforts at charity work.
I have not laughed as much as I had over the last 4-5 yrs. I begun to see friends and relations differently.
There is always a right time and place for everything. Mine is just not here yet.
For now, its back to work, charity, courses, gym, baking classes, dancing and having fun out of doing everything i wanna do.
Bless me my god. For I have sinned. I have repented.
B- Day
Moment of anxiety washed over me last couple of days. Can never seem to catch up with speed of time. Year 2008 was not a fantastic year. Part of Yr 2009 resolution was to ensure i achieve most, if not part of my goals.
I have yet to break free. Free from my tangled thoughts. Should I or should I not? When is a good time? How do I do it? What is best for me?
Last couple of months were filled with outings with friends and my decision to put in more efforts at charity work.
I have not laughed as much as I had over the last 4-5 yrs. I begun to see friends and relations differently.
There is always a right time and place for everything. Mine is just not here yet.
For now, its back to work, charity, courses, gym, baking classes, dancing and having fun out of doing everything i wanna do.
Bless me my god. For I have sinned. I have repented.
B- Day
Monday, June 1, 2009
G. R. E. A. T.
I smiled alot today. And i think its a great feeling. I emailed all my clients a happy week ahead, I didnt forget to sms my few close friends. Also, i feel urge to write on my blog today :)
When you are happy, you spread the happiness to people around you. I am going to start being happy every day where possible. It takes just a simple smile to warm someone's heart.
Maybe i warmed a few today.
My back injury I had in Malaysia hurt so bad while I was doing Charity work last Friday. Lasted whole weekend. Wished it will heal soon.
Highlights of what i learnt today:
Swine Flu current figure at 5
GM is set to announce bankruptsy
I can actually be happy depending on myself
The super market near my office sells imported groceries
A+ Day 1st June 2009
Christinez Tan
When you are happy, you spread the happiness to people around you. I am going to start being happy every day where possible. It takes just a simple smile to warm someone's heart.
Maybe i warmed a few today.
My back injury I had in Malaysia hurt so bad while I was doing Charity work last Friday. Lasted whole weekend. Wished it will heal soon.
Highlights of what i learnt today:
Swine Flu current figure at 5
GM is set to announce bankruptsy
I can actually be happy depending on myself
The super market near my office sells imported groceries
A+ Day 1st June 2009
Christinez Tan
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Loving you
I love my mum, my grandma, my sista, my brother.
I also love my friends and my buddies.
Without your support, i will not be where i am today.
God has been fair to me if I view it from a different angle.
I have been blessed with a good face with all features intact, a good body, nice height.
I have a good mother who taught me manners and how to be a good person.
I may be unlucky in love. But I am glad to have all the above mentioned.
Loving you always
I also love my friends and my buddies.
Without your support, i will not be where i am today.
God has been fair to me if I view it from a different angle.
I have been blessed with a good face with all features intact, a good body, nice height.
I have a good mother who taught me manners and how to be a good person.
I may be unlucky in love. But I am glad to have all the above mentioned.
Loving you always
Sunday, March 15, 2009
New Found Fren
We = Me and Qin Hui went prawning at Bishan today. He promised to catch at least 20 which will constitute my lunch for tomorrow.
Was not a good start. But after 30minutes or so, it went well.
A group consisting of 3 kids were playing around our area. Being me, naturally i became fast friends with them.
A boy in the group caught my attention. Perhaps its my sixth sense again, that I feel he is lonely, lonely for family attention.
Chatting with him was easy. He talked alot. We let him have a go at prawning a few times. The look on his face when he caught some, were pure indulgence of a child's innocent smile.
Seemingly, I asked his friend in the group if his parents were around. She was another talkative young kid. The boy named Wen Cong, came from a divorced family. He stays with his dad now. His mother visits him every 2 wks.
Because his dad was always gambling, and doesnt hold a proper job, the girl's mother brought him along everywhere they go.
Hearing the story naturally further softens my heart towards this little boy. Its always the kids who suffer in these cases.
He definitely wants to be able to lead a normal life, to be able to feel motherly love and parental love. I cannot comment further.
I gave him my number to call me if he needs help or just to chat.
I dont care if others think I am crazy. I just feel that being a friend to this boy may help lessen the pain he feels deep down for the lack of love around home.
I hope all goes well for him.
Was not a good start. But after 30minutes or so, it went well.
A group consisting of 3 kids were playing around our area. Being me, naturally i became fast friends with them.
A boy in the group caught my attention. Perhaps its my sixth sense again, that I feel he is lonely, lonely for family attention.
Chatting with him was easy. He talked alot. We let him have a go at prawning a few times. The look on his face when he caught some, were pure indulgence of a child's innocent smile.
Seemingly, I asked his friend in the group if his parents were around. She was another talkative young kid. The boy named Wen Cong, came from a divorced family. He stays with his dad now. His mother visits him every 2 wks.
Because his dad was always gambling, and doesnt hold a proper job, the girl's mother brought him along everywhere they go.
Hearing the story naturally further softens my heart towards this little boy. Its always the kids who suffer in these cases.
He definitely wants to be able to lead a normal life, to be able to feel motherly love and parental love. I cannot comment further.
I gave him my number to call me if he needs help or just to chat.
I dont care if others think I am crazy. I just feel that being a friend to this boy may help lessen the pain he feels deep down for the lack of love around home.
I hope all goes well for him.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Wednesday 11/03 B +
Cousin and me went for a drink on Wed. Words cannot describe how its like to have a companion during your down times. She doesnt talk much. But its good enough. Because she understands my pain.
We people watched in the club....was being mean laughing at some silly dance moves. No cute guys though. There was a guy who was drunk. And he was waving his hands feriously against the beat of the music. It was entertaining to watch. I wondered if he was curious why his arms feel strained and tired when his alcohol clears off.
We camera whore outside the stretch of clubs along clark quay river. I laid on an operations table, Wheel chair, pillars, river, lights. Things we do to get things off our chests. Silly.
Logged on to Facebook when home at 3.30AM. CZ was online. Surprised but happy to have a chat. She had some of my fav songs in her computer. Sweet.
Dont you find it strange why everytime you are down or unhappy there are always some friends / people who surface and accompany you through?
By the time i logged off at 5AM, there were 6 online facebook users, even more than when i logged on a few hrs ago. I scratch my head at the perculiar sight. There are more late night goers than i thought.
Maybe i should "JIO" them for clubbing next time, we can form a facebook clubber club..how does it sound?
We people watched in the club....was being mean laughing at some silly dance moves. No cute guys though. There was a guy who was drunk. And he was waving his hands feriously against the beat of the music. It was entertaining to watch. I wondered if he was curious why his arms feel strained and tired when his alcohol clears off.
We camera whore outside the stretch of clubs along clark quay river. I laid on an operations table, Wheel chair, pillars, river, lights. Things we do to get things off our chests. Silly.
Logged on to Facebook when home at 3.30AM. CZ was online. Surprised but happy to have a chat. She had some of my fav songs in her computer. Sweet.
Dont you find it strange why everytime you are down or unhappy there are always some friends / people who surface and accompany you through?
By the time i logged off at 5AM, there were 6 online facebook users, even more than when i logged on a few hrs ago. I scratch my head at the perculiar sight. There are more late night goers than i thought.
Maybe i should "JIO" them for clubbing next time, we can form a facebook clubber club..how does it sound?
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Beach Whoring
Bought a nice pretty Cerisi dress for my niece. Was shocked that it costs more than what i usually pay for my own top. But seeing my niece twirling it around like a princess made it all worth.
Wondered if she will remember me- "the aunt who buys her stuff" when she grows up.
Was beach whoring with CZ, Willie and Xiao Jie. Got tanned like dark chocolate. Haha. My wrists are swollen from playing volleyball. Good exercise.
CZ made a Emperor like hat made out of the Sentosa Map. Wahaha. She wore it during the volleyball game. Was a real silly look. We had it on Camera!!!!! Will be uploaded soon on FB.
Little Min Min 2 yrs old arrived. Big eyes, chubby thighs and cheeks, she was a lovely sight. She had a Nemo Cap which CZ again snatched to wear for the rest of the day.
It was a hilarious sight. Because the cap was way too small.
Finale was at the " Songs of the seas" musical fountain. More for kids entertainment if you ask me. But $8 was not too bad a price to see fireworks and some lovely musical fountain.
Yan- 10th March A+
Wondered if she will remember me- "the aunt who buys her stuff" when she grows up.
Was beach whoring with CZ, Willie and Xiao Jie. Got tanned like dark chocolate. Haha. My wrists are swollen from playing volleyball. Good exercise.
CZ made a Emperor like hat made out of the Sentosa Map. Wahaha. She wore it during the volleyball game. Was a real silly look. We had it on Camera!!!!! Will be uploaded soon on FB.
Little Min Min 2 yrs old arrived. Big eyes, chubby thighs and cheeks, she was a lovely sight. She had a Nemo Cap which CZ again snatched to wear for the rest of the day.
It was a hilarious sight. Because the cap was way too small.
Finale was at the " Songs of the seas" musical fountain. More for kids entertainment if you ask me. But $8 was not too bad a price to see fireworks and some lovely musical fountain.
Yan- 10th March A+
Monday, March 9, 2009
My Saturday & Sunday
Saturday: Breakfast at Mac at 10.45AM. Just in time.
Followed by a friendly game of tennis. We had only 4 tennis balls. ** rolls eyes** Dont laugh. We were picking balls more than playing it. You can picture it. We tasked Huijie to go "steal" the balls stuck on the fences on the next court. There were 5 in total. Which made up 9 balls for us to play. It was a fun game. I had a great time. Huijie should have played though... we will force her to play the next time.
I rushed off to do make up for a choir team at ACJC Auditorium. Spent 7 hours standing. 5 " unfortunate" choir members chose my station. Haha nevertheless I did a pretty good job i feel.
My stomach was growling. Luckily Wilson called to JIO late dinner. Like his car which can be pretty fast. And its WHITE. One of my fav colors.. Ate Waffles at Happy Daze-Serangoon.
Sunday: I went see a medium who calls in "JiGong" on Sunday. Boy, was worried about what to expect throughout the wait before my turn. Sweaty palms and heavy heart beats accompanied me. Spent 4 hrs there.
Spent the rest of day in bed.
Verdict: Nice weekend. Nice exercise. Will play tennis again every week as long i can drag my friends to go... haha
Followed by a friendly game of tennis. We had only 4 tennis balls. ** rolls eyes** Dont laugh. We were picking balls more than playing it. You can picture it. We tasked Huijie to go "steal" the balls stuck on the fences on the next court. There were 5 in total. Which made up 9 balls for us to play. It was a fun game. I had a great time. Huijie should have played though... we will force her to play the next time.
I rushed off to do make up for a choir team at ACJC Auditorium. Spent 7 hours standing. 5 " unfortunate" choir members chose my station. Haha nevertheless I did a pretty good job i feel.
My stomach was growling. Luckily Wilson called to JIO late dinner. Like his car which can be pretty fast. And its WHITE. One of my fav colors.. Ate Waffles at Happy Daze-Serangoon.
Sunday: I went see a medium who calls in "JiGong" on Sunday. Boy, was worried about what to expect throughout the wait before my turn. Sweaty palms and heavy heart beats accompanied me. Spent 4 hrs there.
Spent the rest of day in bed.
Verdict: Nice weekend. Nice exercise. Will play tennis again every week as long i can drag my friends to go... haha
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